Well, I was sensing it... I've officially been let-go, as my role was eliminated. I'm no longer able to access my work laptop and I'm free of any responsibilities outside of myself and my family. I will join the ranks of the 17+ million in the US who have lost work due to the global pandemic, so far. It's Tuesday, and I was notified last week on Wednesday, so in the 6 days, I'm proud to say that I have not shed a tear, which is a true sign that I knew it was time to move-on. Of course, I'd wished it was on my timetable and it won't be easy to find work, when most companies have hiring freezes, but I will use the time to the best of my ability and I will celebrate my freedom and focus on teaching the rest of 3rd Grade and Kindergarten to Stella and Cora.
Last night (plus a few others), I was not able to sleep a full-night, thinking about the shame I'll feel when I have to tell people. But, so far, those I've told have helped me remain positive and focused on the silver lining that has yet to be revealed, but we all know is there.
Timing and a bit of serendipity played a role in renewed energy and focus onward. I was contacted by a recruiter at a large, prestigious company, for a new opportunity, a week before I was given my notice. Strangely, we did not connect for our scheduled time last week and I brushed it off as something that wasn't meant to be and perhaps wasn't a great fit for me anyway. At the same time, my 1:1 with my manager kept moving around too. They both were re-scheduled back-to-back on Wednesday, forcing me to mentally shift from my old role to a potential new role, immediately!
Unfortunately, I've now learned of a freeze at the potential new company that was implemented the day after my interviews, but, the positive experience has made a huge impact on my mood and at the individual level has helped boost my confidence. At a more macro level, I find comfort in the fact that I'm not alone. I'm seeing more people within my own network who are making the brave choice to share their experience publicly. I've been touched by the outreach of support and I'm grateful that I have as good a cushion as ever to land gently on my feet.
I'm also focusing on how I can impact a broader audience with information about careers... considering a new venture is quite exciting and definitely keeping my sights ahead.
Last night (plus a few others), I was not able to sleep a full-night, thinking about the shame I'll feel when I have to tell people. But, so far, those I've told have helped me remain positive and focused on the silver lining that has yet to be revealed, but we all know is there.
Timing and a bit of serendipity played a role in renewed energy and focus onward. I was contacted by a recruiter at a large, prestigious company, for a new opportunity, a week before I was given my notice. Strangely, we did not connect for our scheduled time last week and I brushed it off as something that wasn't meant to be and perhaps wasn't a great fit for me anyway. At the same time, my 1:1 with my manager kept moving around too. They both were re-scheduled back-to-back on Wednesday, forcing me to mentally shift from my old role to a potential new role, immediately!
Unfortunately, I've now learned of a freeze at the potential new company that was implemented the day after my interviews, but, the positive experience has made a huge impact on my mood and at the individual level has helped boost my confidence. At a more macro level, I find comfort in the fact that I'm not alone. I'm seeing more people within my own network who are making the brave choice to share their experience publicly. I've been touched by the outreach of support and I'm grateful that I have as good a cushion as ever to land gently on my feet.
I'm also focusing on how I can impact a broader audience with information about careers... considering a new venture is quite exciting and definitely keeping my sights ahead.
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